what the *&(*

Have you ever felt like life is unfair???? Who hasn't. I always believed I was meant for great things but these days I am starting to wonder. I had things I wanted to do in life and now it is just passing me by. I got married a couple of years ago to the guy that was there for me through breast cancer. We married for all the wrong reasons. Now even thought I have tried to make things work he just does the same things over and over and over again. My life was suppose to mean something and now I am just going through the motions day by day. AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!
I won't get on a plane because of a bad experience on one. So there goes the whole traveling thing I always wanted to do. I wanted to work with dolphins but do you think the guy I spent all these years with would support me by moving to FLORIDA?? hell to the no he wouldn't I have up going to school there because of him. I know I should have just gone but we have a child together and how was I suppose to support her and go to school on my own!!! Unfortunately I had a mom who didn't show me to be independent. I got stuck with a mom that cried and begged my dad to stay all the time. I think that is why I love movies so much and tv shows (LOST) it is an escape from reality.

this is new

I am new to this blogging thing. I guess I can be a bit lazy about taking the time out to type because that's what I do at work. I just wanted to try something new and I was surfing the web when I came across Jorge Garcia's blog. He happens to be on the best show ever LOST (also my favorite character). I thought this blogging thing might be simple enough.